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Sunday, February 13th, 2005
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| Time: | 4:20 pm. |
| Mood: |  loved. |
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<33 i love him so much..the last 8 months have been soo good--im so lucky to have a guy like him..hes so good to me, i mean i think he would soo give me the world if i asked for it--we've been through everything together and i really cant see myself
with out him.<33
<33 i mean i dont think i've ever really loved anyone so much in my life before..and i kno he feels the same because he told me that hes "NEVER" loved anyone like hes loved me, and i kno its true<33 i'm just really glad that we're together and nothing can change that<33
<333
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Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
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- - omg people are so motherfuckin RETARDED reallii they are..i mean like annoying fuckin retarded..n yeah their prolly gonna get their ass kicked prolly--fuckin cunt
on a lighter note --jaim i hope everything works out with him <3 hes a nice guy u made n WILL make a cute motherfuckin couple <333love<333
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Monday, December 20th, 2004
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| Time: | 5:35 pm. |
| Mood: |  creative. |
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awe yeah about me doin a update lol...yeah about it...i made cupcakes when i got home today..i had lil cute cupcake holders n everything but yeah they were burned in the stove lol so yeah i see me gettin a A+ in foods....lmao.Anyways i am soooooooo excited for christmas i gotta get 2 more things for walt and then i'll be done, i got mom something that she really wanted..it was like $60 so she betta like it..well i gotta go study for this killer test i just though i would right something.. <3 B
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Sunday, November 14th, 2004
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| Time: | 10:58 am. |
| Mood: |  energetic. |
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Humm yes about Friday nite..It was Fuckin Great..we went to BMW with court n jeremy, i like that place good food yeap umhumm lol i got court a present lmao her n jeremy both liked it lol it was cute..well i guess u could call it cute..in a way...but any way we had this gay waiter lmao he was soooooo damn funny walt tried to say he wasnt gay but yeah he was..walt only said that because he didnt want to face the facts the he was indeed GAY..later we went to jeremys house to watch movies WATCHED..yes indeed i watched a whole movie then we looked at this car part that i didnt realli understand but they were all excited over it
Yeah yesterday was great too..well the lastnight part was fun..i had to go to this family thingy on bills side of the family..it was a pig roast..yeah it was gross n it was like the whole freakin pig head brain eyeballs, and tongue were all there..i didnt eat any of that nope not at all..but they had a keg n shit lmao teddy n the whole family dont give a damn if u drink or not but bill wasnt to friendly with the idea..soo then walts mommy called n said she was at her sisters..so we kinda thought it would be nice to go to his house and all..seein how no one was there...he called it a golden oppertuinty lmao so yeah we were there for a while n left to go see a movie..it was gay CHUCKYS SEED..oh yeah soo gay..so yeah i didnt get home till late then i went to sleep...
today i dont kno wat i am gonna do..i kno i have to take tandy to the vet..:( awee poor puppy..oh well anyways i holla later.
<3 B
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Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
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| Time: | 4:51 pm. |
| Mood: |  cheerful. |
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Yeah well its been along time since i wrote on this thingy..today was soooo gay i had to headache from heck...awe it will be 5 months MONDAY YAYAY..last weekend he told me that he has neva loved anyone like he loved me and was neva any happier with anyone either..n i belive that cause by just the way he shows me he does..like how for no reason at all he got me that ((dooney & bourke)) purse and it wasnt even 2 months..he took me shopping for cloths, and also took me all the way up to the huntington mall just to get me a pound of chocolate coverd gummy bears lol i mean i cant name all the other stuff hes done for me.. I love him soo much and i am soooo happy with him and nothin of nobody will change that. well i g2g i talk later
luv ya
b
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Sunday, September 5th, 2004
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| Time: | 11:54 am. |
| Mood: |  good. |
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<33
Well..umm yeah about goin to Cedar Point lol we're goin next weekend i think..i was watchin this thingy on tv about how they have the fastest tallest roller coaster in da world..lol one look at it and that tells me i better stay off of it, but i'll prolly ride it u only live once i guess lol.Papa is gettin realli bad they told me lastnight that he was dyin and that there was nothin they could do for him..i am goin up to the hospital today i think with robin to go see him, i dunno if mom is cause she doesent feel good, but she needs to go. My daddy still hasnt called me he left last weekend for the beach n hasnt called me yet, i hope hes ok:(..humm walt wanted me to go out with him n his cusins on da boat but i need to see my papa, plus i dont feel a bit good, so hes goin and comin ova later tonight
.*. its 3 months the 8th yay .*...i luv him soooooo much, n i am so happy with him..n i now that we're goin to stay together for a long time<33
On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me<33333333333333333333
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Saturday, August 28th, 2004
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| Time: | 10:17 am. |
| Mood: |  blank. |
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Yay im up today at 10..i am very proud lol. Humm lets see wats changed ONLY THE FACT THAT SCHOOL IS IN..ugh it sucks lol but i mean its good to see ol' friends.Yesterday i took my chocolate covered gummy bears,not a hit with the people i must say lol..but i luv them. i see walt like 3 times at school :( but its all good cause we see each other on the weekend alot. Me n jaim went to the game lastnite with kristen n kate n walt..yep we lost but i had fun...not reallii lmao it was too hot to even walk.I got to see the garret or w/e his name is lol, hes reallii shy but i mean i am sure jaim will change that lol.I went home with walt,we got taco bell n went home to watch movies..n let me tell ya mom was a lil outtta hit lmao..but yeah..
My papa isnt doin to good and i am going to see him today :( hes just so happy to see people in his room i think he gets lonley and he likes havin sumone to talk to..me n papa have gotten a closer i mean we were close but not reallii close..i make him tell me he loves me cause lol even though he says he loves me n that he doesent have to tell me that..i make him say i love u anyways..it makes him laugh, and it makes me happy.
Well i am gettin off here to get readii to go to the hospital<3333
luv ya
B
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Thursday, August 12th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:44 pm. |
| Mood: |  sick. |
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Oh let me just say how BAD these last 2 days have been...yesterday i was sick as eva i almost couldnt talk when i got up..mom started in on me right when i got into the room...i mean her n bill have the week off n i mean its been so badd...lol..well anyways walt came ova n we ended up runnin around for mom most of the day. When we were comin home i stopped at my papas to see bill n the kids cause he was watchin them while Robin took papa to the hospital..well about that time Robin called from health plus to say that they were takin my papa to the hospital.So i came home n got sumthing to drink n we left for the hospital...then me n walt finally got to go somewhere after we went to see my papa..we went to the movies but my head was killin me so even though the movie was sooooooooo funny i felt sooooooo bad..after i got home it wasnt 5 minutes before the doorbell rang n i thought who would ring the door bell this late in the nite..it was robin and the kids..don kinda went crazi and she had to come here...so then i was stuck sleepin on the top bunk..tryin to go to sleep while hunter was watchin cartoons at like 1 in the moring lol..well today was no diff. i woke to here mom yellin about everything and bill too, they all got readii n went to see my papa n left me with the kids..so now i am watchin the kids and reallii bored...and i still feel sick....lol
Luv yas
b
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Tuesday, August 10th, 2004
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| Time: | 2:43 pm. |
| Mood: | sick. |
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| ABOUT YOU | </td>| Your full name:: | Brittany Nicole Smith | | Age:: | 17 | | Height:: | 5'5 | | Natural hair colour:: | brown | | Eye colour:: | brown | | Number of siblings:: | 2 | | Glasses/contacts?:: | contacts | | Piercings:: | ears | | Tattoos:: | nope | | Braces?:: | nope | | FAVOURITE | </td>| Colour:: | pink | | Band:: | 3 days grace | | Song:: | Sunshine | | Stuffed animal:: | teddy bear | | Video game:: | eh... | | TV show:: | wild boys lol | | Movie:: | Finding Nemo | | Book:: | eh.. | | Food:: | anything bbq | | Game on a cell phone:: | snake | | CD cover:: | hm... | | Flower:: | rose | | Scent:: | pretty n pink | | Animal:: | dog | | Comic book:: | eh.. | | Cereal:: | lucky charms | | Website:: | AE | | Cartoon:: | Sponge Bob | | DO YOU | </td>| Play an instrument?:: | nah | | Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: | nah | | Like to sing?:: | sumtimes | | Have a job?:: | nope | | Have a cell phone?:: | yeah | | Like to play sports?:: | not realli | | Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: | yeah | | Have a crush on someone?:: | my boyfriend | | Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: | nope | | Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: | nope | | Have any special talents/skills?:: | tons | | Excercise daily?:: | not daily | | Like school?:: | sometimes | | CAN YOU | </td>| Sing the alphabet backwards?:: | nope | | Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: | Yep sure can | | Speak any other languages?:: | not realli | | Go a day without food?:: | Hell no | | Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: | yeah | | Read music, not just tabs?:: | I dunno if i still can | | Roll your tongue?:: | dunno | | Eat a whole pizza?:: | yeah | | HAVE YOU EVER | </td>| Snuck out of the house?:: | yeah | | Cried to get out of trouble?:: | yeah | | Gotten lost in your city?:: | nah | | Seen a shooting star?:: | nope | | Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: | nope | | Had a serious surgery?:: | nah | | Stolen something important to someone else?:: | yeah..lol NO | | Solved a rubiks cube?:: | nah | | Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: | yeah | | Cried over a girl?:: | umm no | | Cried over a boy?:: | yeah | | Kissed a random stranger?:: | umm yeah cause we was play spin da bottle | | Hugged a random stranger?:: | yeah thats how i know chaz | | Been in a fist fight?:: | eh..i reallii wouldnt say fist..well nvm yeah | | Been arrested?:: | nah | | Done drugs?:: | ..no | | Had alcohol?:: | lol | | Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: | eww no | | Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: | oh yeah all the time | | Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: | Yeah when i was liddle .. mom thought we had school | | Swore at your parents?:: | yeah | | Been to warped tour?:: | nah...:( | | Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: | oh yeah | | Been in love?:: | yeah | | Been close to love?:: | lol yeah | | Been to a casino?:: | yeah in Flo. | | Ran over an animal and killed it?:: | No Jaim has | | Broken a bone?:: | Nope | | Gotten stitches?:: | Yeah on my birthday | | Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: | nah | | Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: | eww no | | Made homemade muffins?:: | nah | | Bitten someone?:: | lol yeah | | Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: | yeah | | More than 5 times?:: | nah | | Been to niagra falls?:: | nah | | Burped in someones face?:: | yeah | | Gotten the chicken pox?:: | yeah | | WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU | </td>| Brushed your teeth:: | liddle bit ago | | Went to the bathroom:: | lil bit ago | | Saw a movie in theaters:: | Fri. | | Read a book:: | lastyear | | Had a snow day:: | lastyear | | Had a party:: | lasyear lol my birthday | | Had a slumber party:: | lol years ago | | Made fun of someone:: | lastnite with walt | | Tripped in front of someone:: | sat. | | Went to the grocery store:: | not in foreva | | Got sick:: | TODAY awee poor me | | Cursed:: | lol just now | | PICK ONE | </td>| Fruit/vegetables:: | fruit | | Black/white:: | both | | Lights on/lights off:: | on | | TV/movie:: | tv | | Car/truck:: | umm car | | Body spray/lotion:: | lotion | | Cash/check:: | cash | | Pillows/blankets:: | blankets | | Headache/stomach ache:: | headache | | Paint/charcoal:: | paint | | Chinese food/mexican food:: | mexican Rio babii | | Summer/winter:: | summa | | Snow/rain:: | rain | | Fog/misty:: | fog | | Rock/rap:: | ummm rap lol | | Meat/vegetarian:: | meat | | Boy/girl:: | boy | | Chocolate/vanilla:: | chocolate | | Sprinkles/icing:: | icing | | Cake/pie:: | cake | | French toast/french fries:: | fries | | Strawberries/blueberries:: | strawberries | | Ocean/swimming pool:: | pool | | Hugs/kisses:: | kisses | | Cookies/muffins:: | cookies | | p33n/bewbz:: | waaa... | | Wallet/pocket:: | wallet | | Window/door:: | door..i tend to brake windows | | Emo/goth:: | wat the hell is a emo | | Pink/purple:: | pink | | Cat/dog:: | dog | | Long sleeve/short sleeve:: | short | | Pants/shorts:: | pants | | Winter break/spring break:: | winter its longer | | Spring/autumn:: | spring | | Clouds/clear sky:: | clear | | Moon/mars:: | moon | | FRIENDSHIP | </td>| How many friends do you have?:: | alot | | What are their names?:: | ooh come on | | Do you have a best friend?:: | yeah | | Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: | yeah | | Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: | ummm kinda the same | | Have you ever lost a friend?:: | yeah | | Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: | yeah | | Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: | Opp with jaim | | Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: | yeah | | Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: | umm dunno | | Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: | be there for me | | Do you miss any of your old friends?:: | some.. | | What friend have you known the longest?:: | jaim | | Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: | yeah | | If so, what is it?:: | not be such a good best friend | | How often do you spend time with your friends?:: | wheneva i can not much this summa though | | Do any of your friends drive?:: | yeah | | Has a friend of yours ever died?:: | yeah Sean | | Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: | ummm i do alot of stupid things | | What do you think your friends think of you?:: | dunno | | LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP | </td>| Have you ever been in love?:: | yeah | | If you have, with who?:: | a x boyfriend..n Walt | | Are you single?:: | nope | | Are you in a relationship?:: | well wat would i be if i wasnt single | | If so, for how long?:: | 2 months | | Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: | yeah | | What is your idea of the best date?:: | lol i am pretty up for most anything | | What was your first kiss like?:: | cute lol i was liddle | | How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: | like 5 | | Do you think love is a load of shit?:: | nah | | Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: | lol i dunno | | If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: | --- | | Have you ever been dumped?:: | yeah lol | | Have you ever dumped someone?:: | tons | | Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: | none ya | | WORD ASSOCIATION | </td>| Slippers:: | clippers | | Hat:: | bat | | Hard:: | -- lmao | | Free:: | as a bird | | Space:: | for rent lol | | Taste:: | test | | Good charlotte:: | yay | | Red:: | hot | | Deep:: | sea | | Heart:: | breaker | | Cord:: | ford | | Cheese:: | eww | | Rain:: | rain go away | | Work:: | sucks | | Pedal:: | --i am drawin a blank | | Head:: | case | | Bed:: | sleep | | Fluff:: | stuff | | Hardcore:: | lol--jaim--u bad ass | | Race:: | first place | | Knife:: | back stabber | | Jump:: | hump | | I.... | </td>| am:: | sick | | want:: | chocolate donuts | | need:: | money | | crave:: | food | | love:: | walt | | hate:: | rather not say | | did:: | umm lmao | | feel:: | sick | | miss:: | grandma | | am annoyed by:: | bill | | would rather:: | be not sick | | am tired of:: | bill n mom | | will always:: | like food lmao | | SILLY STUFF | </td>| What is your favourite genre of music?:: | i like pretty much anything | | What time is it now?:: | 2:32 | | What day is it?:: | Tuesday | | Whens the last time you called someone?:: | lastnite | | How much money do you have right now?:: | 40 | | Are you hungry?:: | yeah | | Whatcha doin?:: | this gay thingy | | Do you like parades?:: | sometimes | | Do you like the moon?:: | somtimes | | What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: | dunno | | Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: | no not reallii | | If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: | to be invisable | | Have you ever had a picnic?:: | no | | Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: | oh yeah | | What about sock em boppers?:: | yeah lol | | Are you wearing any socks right now?:: | no | | DO YOU THINK YOU ARE | </td>| funny?:: | yeah | | pretty?:: | i guess | | sarcastic?:: | yeah | | lazy?:: | yeah | | hyper?:: | yeah | | friendly?:: | oh yeah | | evil?:: | mwhahah yeah | | smart?:: | lol yeah i guess | | strong?:: | lol no | | talented?:: | yeah | | dorky?:: | sometimes | | ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know) | </td>| high:: | adam | | skip:: | lol-- | | dance:: | Me | | lonely:: | Ashlee | | pen:: | ben | | flower:: | jaim | | window:: | umm | | psycho:: | asia | | brain freeze:: | deff. Andy | | orange:: | cory | | sassy:: | sarah | | jelly:: | lol | | FOR OR AGAINST | </td>| suicide:: | against | | love:: | for | | drunk drivers:: | against | | airplanes:: | against lmao i hate them | | war:: | for | | canada:: | lol i guess for | | united states:: | for | | rock music:: | for | | gay marriage:: | eww against | | school:: | against and for | | surveys:: | for sometime | | parents:: | for they give us money | | cars:: | for | | killing:: | against | | britney spears:: | for | | coffee:: | for | | pants:: | for | | WOULD YOU EVER | </td>| Sky dive?:: | yeah | | Play strip poker?:: | depends | | Run away?:: | depends | | Curse at a teacher?:: | depends | | Not take a shower for a week?:: | ew no | | Ask someone out?:: | yeah | | Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: | nah | | Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: | yeah | | Go scuba diving?:: | yeah | | Write a book?:: | no | | Become a rockstar?:: | no | | Have casual sex?:: | lol dunno | | LAST QUESTIONS | </td>| What shampoo do you use?:: | herbal | | Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: | lmao none ya | | What kind of computer do you have?:: | compac | | What grade are you in?:: | 11th | | Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: | sometimes | | Or just make out?:: | thats always fun too | | How many posters do you have in your room?:: | none | | How many cds do you have?:: | few to many | | What time is it now?:: | 2:41 |
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EmotionDump - 100% Anonymous Emotions and Confessions
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| Time: | 9:10 am. |
| Mood: | sick. |
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Blah....today sucks i didnt sleep any lastnite i started feelin bad after i got home from my papas..so i had mom stop n get me some donuts n a pepperoni roll...lol wat a great combo..but anyways my throat stared hurtin n my head did to n then my temp went up to like 103..so i took advil...which sucks cause it didnt help my fever...i didnt take these meds. my mom wanted to give me cause her doc gave them to her n i dunno they might do sumthing to me...needless to say bills gonna have to run out n get me sumthing cause i wanna feel better NOW right now damnit lol..lest i feel better then i did lastnite..i wanna see my babi too cause he's had it rough the past 2 days but its not lookin sooo good :c( but yeah jaim came n saw me lastnite talkin to none other then petey boy...n she says i am always with walt LMAO jaim hunnie i hope everything works out for u 2..
Anyways...i think i gotta go wash the car.. YES their makin me work when i am sick...its soooo wrong...
luv yas
b
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| Time: | 11:55 pm. |
| Mood: |  happy. |
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wow this weekend was crazii..friday nite me n walt went out n he got me a dooney&bourke purse the cute lil barrel one..((awe)) yeah i didnt even kno that he was gonna get me one n i neva thought he would.
Sat. i went shoppin n got like earings n a shirt..i didnt feel to good so i didnt get much..today i went back n got a pair of jeans n a shirt so i gota alotta money to still spend lol...i came home n me n walt went to get some shizz from da Big K..i went n talked to jaim 4 a lil bit..awe she's sooo cute lol..lmao i could have done without the pete story though lmao jaim..
Today was 2 months for me n walt..n he havent even got into it about anything..i mean i love bein with him i am just happier..schools gettin readi to start again..oh great i cant wait to hear about all the shiz i'll prolly be gettin..but i reallii dont care at all ,cause i mean all i can say is sorry n thats it..i cant changed wat happend, n now seein how happy i am with walt..i dont think i would change anything at all..but i mean watcha gonna do..
luv ya
b
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Saturday, July 31st, 2004
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You can dress me up diamonds
You can dress me up in dirt
You can throw me like a line-man
I like it better when it hurts
Oh, I have waited here for you
I have waited
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You can meet me on an aero-plane
Or in the back of the bus
You can throw me like a boomerang
I'll come back and beat you up
Oh, I have waited here for you
Dont, keep me waiting
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
I feel safe with you
I can be myself tonight
It's alright, with you
Cuz you hold, my secrets tight
You do, You do
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
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| Time: | 11:42 am. |
| Mood: | chipper. |
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Aries - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You're quite the charmer. You've got the wit and attitude to attract almost anyone you meet.
Out spoken and honest, any date knows how they stand with you.
Fearless, independent, and willing to try anything twice - your dates should expect the unexpected.
Your negative traits:
You tend to be vain, and you expect your partner to feed that vanity often with complements.
Hot tempered and impulsive, you've occasionally ended things ... only to reget it later.
You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had
Your ideal partner:
A risk taking, free spirit like yourself - who can keep up with your latest wild child antics
Someone stylish, attractive, and fit... who can keep you attracted for months
Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased.
Your dating style:
Wild, unpredictable, fun, and daring. Your ideal date may involve a couple motorcycles or naked skydiving.
Your seduction style:
Honest and direct - you have no need for romance or much foreplay.
Show off. You like to show your lover how you're the best ever.
Ambitious. You often like to go all night - or aim for multiple orgasms.
Tips for the future:
Start to believe in second and third chances. You don't have to dump them so fast.
Savor the process. Sometimes the best part of falling in love is taking things in slow motion.
Let go of comparisons. If someone's with you, then you've already one. Stop worrying about exes.
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Best color to attract mate: Red
Best day for a date: Tuesday
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I am in a reallii good mood today i mean i reallii am...i got to sleep in a lil bit n me n mom are ok i guess..i reallii dont kno. but yeah i hate when people try to fuck with me..i reallii do.. but i aint gonna sweat it cause i got everything i want n nothin or nobody can change that...but yeah Papa is reallii bad i mean he looked good a few weeks ago, hes just went down hill n i cant stand to watch him..he looks soo depressed n outta it all he does is sleep he hardy eats n hes not in a good mood at all..but yeah well i am outta here sorry for such a short one..
<3 b
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| Time: | 10:35 am. |
| Mood: | excited. |
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i got done with dyin jaims hair like 20 minutes ago..yeah i hope it looks good jaim :P but yeah we're goin to go see the movie Notebook it looks realli good , i've been told though that it is reallii sad at the end though..n that i'll prolly cry:*( lol oh yeah ima be doin the whole check the makeup thing lol..n 2nite i might be goin to this 4wheelin thingy but i dunno depends on wat mom has to say about it..but yeah i gotta read these books for school n well i havent done that n it sucks..i need to go getem before school starts i read pretty fast lol so i should be ok...***hey jaim i am all about goin to the Orange County Choppers thingy lol ((no reallii i am LMAO)) i think we should sooo go n get shirts to lol...well i ma go get readii n stuff <333333 luv yas
B
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| Time: | 5:57 pm. |
| Mood: |  content. |
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awe jaim left today for da beach..i didnt get to talk to her i'll talk to her sometime lol..Anyways i got to meet the new kids at church today..deff. a crazi bunch of kids lol but yeah friday i went to robins n stayed for the day n i tried to learn how to drive the truck..Yep see i said tried,yeah i think i killed it 234 times..n tryin to get it to go sucked i think i like threw gravel on all the cars lmao but yeah..then dad tried to teach me n he had this look on his face like OMG she has no clue wat shes doin..needless to say trucks are not my thing..but yeah..Sat. i went to see a movie with my daddy aweeeeee yup thats wat i did n then we went to the pet shop..lol i've been to the pet shop like 273094284 times but its all good..awee i feel in luv with this lil rabbit OMG he was sooooooooo cute i mean he had the floppy ears n pink nose i held him foreva n eva n i was tryin to talk dad into gettin him for me...thats untill the freakin thing bit me ((oh yeah it tore into me)) i think it was tried of gettin held..stupid rabbit but yeah i am done with the whole cute rabbit thing i think their all gay lol..well i am outta here luv yas
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Wednesday, July 7th, 2004
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| Time: | 7:48 pm. |
| Mood: | amused. |
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hey babez wats shakin..i just got in from walkin the doggy lol..yeah about that..lastnight i went to walts house n we watched movies n i made him go get ice for his mommy lol..but its seems somebody was havin way to much fun last night ((JAIM)) lmao..girl dotn worry about her she aint gonna say crap about anything iigh?? anyways i might ask that guy u saw ,wat underwear he thinks feels the best..eww thats so gross jaim u kno he like wears those out n crap ..creepy loser..anyways yeah monday me n walt went out n i got some chocolate covered gummy bears lol i luv them things but i dont think mom did..anyways we went to walmart and we was playin in the toy section n we kinda sorta left cause this chick that worked there kept watchin us lol..we went to the candle section cause i wanted to n i was pickin up this candle n almost dropped it n i was like (( wow that woulda sucked)) well like 5 seconds later my wonderful boyfriend drops the candle!! glass went everywhere n all ova my foot..we kinda walked outta there reallii fast n this guy got mad at walt lol..but yeah it was fun....well i am outta here guys luv yas
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| Time: | 1:07 pm. |
| Mood: |  anxious. |
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((Yay happy fireworks day))lol..yeah i am gettin readii to go do the family thing at my papas cause hes home now ...n yeah where gonna prolly have tons of food...n i'll prolly have to play with the kids which i dont mind cause i like them..((sometimes))
Anyways mom seems to think everything is ok but w/e i am still mad at her..but i dunno lifes to short to stay mad..so i am just gonna let it blow ova or w/e.If she does it again we soo have to talk i mean this cant keep goin on yay kno??..but yeah
Atlest i'll be outta the house tonight cause me n walt are goin to the fireworks n stuff like that..i've neva been to them cause when i was reallii liddle bill n mom took me n i got scared n ran to the truck n cried cause i thought the sparks were gonna get me lol...but i know now thats not gonna happen..lest i think not..humm i might just haveta run tonight lol j/p ;p
well babii dawls i gotta go
Jaim--did u go see his snake...or worm LMAO ((i ove u <33))
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| Time: | 5:53 pm. |
| Mood: |  depressed. | | Music: | All we'll ever find. |
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i reallii dont care anymore...about anything. i mean i get home from georgia and u would think they would be happy to see me..yeah maybe for the first day..but now its back to the same ol' same ol'..mom goes off on me for everything n trys to use things against me to make me feel bad..n well she does the job i mean i cant understand why she would say the things she says...it realii bugs me..*SORRY I CANT DO EVERYTHING RIGHT* or i cant be just like u..i am sooooo bad n i will neva amount to anything..yeah thats about how it goes..n then i hear about how WOW* that my boyfriend is gonna get sick of me..can u even understand how much that hurts to have ur mom tell u that..n then get grounded for doin nothin...this is the first time i didnt back talk back to her n she grounds me..i could reallii care less if i walked out the door n a truck hit me...i DONT CARE ..i am just so sick of her bein there to knock me down when i am finally happy...she wants to see me cry it seems like..i am soo sick of being mad n crying...i am sick of being afriad that if i tell her sumthing she'll tell or use it againt me..i am sick of her drinkin cause she acts all nice to people but ME* n they dont see that..they dont see how much she puts me down n yells n screams at me..i can come in from havin fun n she puts me down about sumthing..it not right..u dont tell things like that to ur child n expect them not to cry or get mad..u cant expect them to play it off n run n hide n cry....i cant anymore i am sick of it n sick of her..*Feelin how she makes me feel is gonna kill me ..there are sumthings u dont tell to ur kid..but w/e i'll be outta here soon n i am so not comin back nor lookin back...:*(
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
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| Time: | 12:29 pm. |
| Mood: | happy. |
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so yeah after like 7 hours of sleep i think i am doin pretty good--i got up n took a shower n clean up a lil so mom didnt go all crazii on me lol..i so needa go bac to AE jaim has me hooked on their clothes now n yeah its pretty bad cause their havin this huge sale n i want soooooooooooooooo much stuff ..well i ma get off here i havent seen my babii in like 11 days n we're goin out <33 holla atcha later
luv yas
B
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| Time: | 11:08 pm. |
| Mood: |  drained. |
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Yay i am finally home..n now i am sittin here eatin my kinda food lol..awee i missed my mommy so much i am soo glad to she her..tandy went like crazii when she saw me i mean C R A Z I lol...but yeah OMG my froggy died so now i only got 2..sniff sniff :*( i didnt even get to say goodbye lol ..anyways yeah i talked to walt like 1 time today n he was gonna come ova but we didnt leave to late so it was kinda pointless...hes like somewhere right now i think at the races i dont kno cause i didnt talk to him at all </3 lol but yeah well i ma go babii dawls
much luv b
ps. looky i did a survey
Name: brittany
birthday: 3/23/87
sign: aries
age: 17
sex: babii girl
locatoin: nitro , Wv
school: Nitro High
glasses/contacts: contacts
braces: nope
fat/skinny: skinny
tall/short: tall
Do You...
do you like ketchup: yeah
do you like mustard: nope
do you like mayonaise: sumtimes
do you like pickles: OH YEAH
do you like boys or girls: boys
do you like pickle relish (yuck):nah
do you like chicken: yeah
do you like spinach: nah
do you like pokemon: oh yeah i am such a dork umm NO
do you talk to voices in your head: only if they ask good questions
do they tell you to do stuff: yeah sumthimes ???? retard
do you listen: ----
do you get good grades: so so
do you always get in trouble: pretty much yeah
do you like email or snail mail better: email
do you like gold or silver jewlry: silver
do you get along with your parents: sumtimes
do you have a crush(Name): hes my boyfriends walt ((duh))
do they like you: Nah walt hates me---
do you sleep with one pillow or two: 3
do you like coffee(if not,why?): sumtimes
do you have any sibling(name and age): 2 Sean n Jen in there 20's
do you have any pets(name and wut kind of pet: Tandy((dog)), Simba((cat)), Caro((Cat)), some fish, n 2 frogs cause one died yesterday mo said :*(
do you like school: it has its ups n downs
do you have a bf/gf: yeah
do you love them: sumthing like that lol
where...
do you want to live: nitro
is the most fun place to go: movies or mall
do you want to meet your husband/wife: ummm----
do you want to go heaven or hell: heavan
do you want to get married: yeah
What...
Do you like to do: dance talk eat go places
was the most fun retreat/trip you ever went on: ummm dunno
friend is always there: jaim
relative sends you the most money for christmas: Papa smith
do you like about your church or school clique: ((SOME)) of them are nice
do you want to be when you grow up: a nurse but it might change
do you want your husbands name to be: dont reallii care
Have you, in the last 24 hrs...
Cried? dunno if u would call it that
gotten in major trouble: nah
cut your hair: nah
ate a meal: eatin right now
hugged someone: yeah
kissed someone: no...
made a new friend: no
lost something: yeah my earring
Have you ever...
Been so drunk you passed out: yeah
gone out in public in your pajamas: yeah
had an imaginary friend: yeah ashlee
cried during a chick flick: yeah
owned a new kids on the block cd: OH YEAH
gotten in a car accident: yeah
liked someone so much you cried: yeah
cussed when your parents were around: oh yeah
told your sister/brother he/she was a bitch: nope
sung in front of the mirror: yeah lol
made faces in the mirror: lol yea
spent more than one hour on your hair: oh yeah
sleep- walked talked in your sleep: yeah--(( sing sumtimes))
watched a scary movie and couldn;t sleep all night: yeah
gone caroling: nope
Movies
what is the funniest movie you ever saw: Soul Plane
what is the stupidest movie: Tales from da Hood
which movie could you watch over and over: Finding Nemo
what was the last movie you saw: Stedford Wives
who do you go to the movies with: Jaim n her mommy
what movie made you cry the most: Titanic lol shuuu up
did you like titanic: ok thats just crazii YEAH i own the movie
If you were stranded on an island
who would you take: my dog---n other people
who would you take if you only had two people you could bring: Walt n Jaim
what three things would you bring: food, lighter , sun tan loation
what island would you want to be stranded on: dunno but not st. simons
what animal would you kill for food: fish
would you write on the sand help:-- no i would right (( Howdy))
would you panic or relax: dunno
Would you ever...
Jump out of a plane: yeah
kiss your best guy friend (or if ur a guy girl friend): yeah-- did it
go bunjy jumping: yeah
stay in your room for a whole day: did it
go in the snow without clothes: LMAO YEAH long story
skinny dip: lol----
drink salt water: yeah
touch road kill: did it LMAO i touched a dead frog
take a job even if it meant you;d be away from your guy: depends on the money
smile at your worst enemy: do it all the time
play 8,000 bowling games in one night: nah
go to reno to get married: nah
gamble: yeah
bring shorts to minnesota: huh
have a make-out party: lmao dunno
throw a party without your parents: yeah
go to a foreign country: yeah
fly a plane: nah
Questions
who...If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? dunno my mom would prolly have it
If you had to go live in borneo for the rest of your life and you could take one person on this earth,who would you take? my mommy
Who is the one person that you could stand spending a straight 24 hours with and not get the slightest bit annoyed with? Walt
If you woke up one morning and noticed that your leg was missing who would be the first person you would call? the cops n tell them someone had my legs
Let's say your dad came in your room one day and told you that you had to get married in the next week but you can pick the person but you have to stay with them for the rest of your life no getting out of it, who would you pick? humm lol ---
What if you woke up tomorrow and you were someone else completely, who would you be?
J- lo lmao no i dunno
what...
Would be the first thing you would do if you woke up one morning and you were the opposite sex: i 'd die
If all of a sudden you had the ability to do one thing better than everyone else, have one amazing talent, what would it be: i would be invisable
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change(personality and looks): alotta stuff--lets just keep it at that
What is your dream career: to be a brain doctor---lol
What is the one thing you just have to do before you die: steal from a store all kinds of money
If you could be a member of any band that has ever exsisted, what band would that be: dunno
What is the thing you care about most in your life: my family
Which one...
Winter or summer: summer
The beach or the mountains: beach
Pop or punk: pop
rock or rap: rap
new york or l.A.: new york
milk chocolate or dark chocolate: milk
dogs or cats: dogs
britney or christina: britney
leno or letterman: letterman
mtv or vh1: mtv
country or classical: country
day or night: day
lake or ocean: ocean
waffles or pancakes: waffles
soccer or football: FOOTBALL babii
baseball or swimming: swimmin
chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
sugar or spice: sugar
grisham or canyon vista: waaa---
eminem-please stand up or please shut up: Stand Up
Have you ever...
Fallen in front of someone you thought to be quite good looking? run into a wall: LoL i ve done it all i am always fallin
sleep walked: yeah
gone skinny-dipping: ---- me neva
kissed someone of the same sex: nah
snuck out of the house at night: yeah
gotten in a car wreck where you are the driver: nah
laughed so hard that what you were drinking spewed out your nose: started laughing really hard so you just spit out what you had in your mouth cause you couldn't swallow: nahhh
swallow a bug: yeah ewwwwwww
have you ever actually kept a new year's resolution: lol um no
if so what was it: to be nicer to people
would you ever
eat bugs purposely: nah
commit a crime: nah
change your religion: nah
lie to your parents: yeah
jump over a waterfall: yeah
change clothes in front of an open window: nah
dress up as the opposite sex for an important event: lol nah
go out at night dressed in something like a black trenchoat and sunglasses:
sing a harmonized duet in front of 500 strangers: nah
tell someone that you liked them if they were much older than you: yeah
Have you ever
lied to your parents about something really important: yeah
have your life threatened: yeah
stumbled across fbi secrets online: nah
stayed up until the morning light talking online: lol yeah
made people give you really wierd glances: yeah
if yes, how? read a shakespeare play: nah
talked in your sleep: yeah
what did you say: dunno i was SLEEP (( duh))
sung at a kareoke bar: yeah
love/like
who do i have a crush on: umm i dunno
who do u like: my b/f
have you ever gone out with them: yeah..NO we just talk on the phone...
have you ever kissed them: well yeah
do you wanna kiss them: ---
what is the farest you have gone with a guy/girl: nah ya
are you a virgin: yes
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