Here I am

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2005-02-13T16:20:00

2005-02-13T21:28:49Z

<33 i love him so much..the last 8 months have been soo good--im so lucky to have a guy like him..hes so good to me, i mean i think he would soo give me the world if i asked for it--we've been through everything together and i really cant see myself
with out him.<33

<33 i mean i dont think i've ever really loved anyone so much in my life before..and i kno he feels the same because he told me that hes "NEVER" loved anyone like hes loved me, and i kno its true<33 i'm just really glad that we're together and nothing can change that<33

<333

I I shot him with my freakin 12 gage GOSSH..lol gotta love that movie

2005-02-03T23:32:40Z

- - omg people are so motherfuckin RETARDED reallii they are..i mean like annoying fuckin retarded..n yeah their prolly gonna get their ass kicked prolly--fuckin cunt

on a lighter note --jaim i hope everything works out with him <3 hes a nice guy u made n WILL make a cute motherfuckin couple <333love<333

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-12-20T17:35:00

2004-12-20T22:45:43Z

awe yeah about me doin a update lol...yeah about it...i made cupcakes when i got home today..i had lil cute cupcake holders n everything but yeah they were burned in the stove lol so yeah i see me gettin a A+ in foods....lmao.Anyways i am soooooooo excited for christmas i gotta get 2 more things for walt and then i'll be done, i got mom something that she really wanted..it was like $60 so she betta like it..well i gotta go study for this killer test i just though i would right something.. <3 B

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-11-14T10:58:00

2004-11-14T16:19:53Z

Humm yes about Friday nite..It was Fuckin Great..we went to BMW with court n jeremy, i like that place good food yeap umhumm lol i got court a present lmao her n jeremy both liked it lol it was cute..well i guess u could call it cute..in a way...but any way we had this gay waiter lmao he was soooooo damn funny walt tried to say he wasnt gay but yeah he was..walt only said that because he didnt want to face the facts the he was indeed GAY..later we went to jeremys house to watch movies WATCHED..yes indeed i watched a whole movie then we looked at this car part that i didnt realli understand but they were all excited over it

Yeah yesterday was great too..well the lastnight part was fun..i had to go to this family thingy on bills side of the family..it was a pig roast..yeah it was gross n it was like the whole freakin pig head brain eyeballs, and tongue were all there..i didnt eat any of that nope not at all..but they had a keg n shit lmao teddy n the whole family dont give a damn if u drink or not but bill wasnt to friendly with the idea..soo then walts mommy called n said she was at her sisters..so we kinda thought it would be nice to go to his house and all..seein how no one was there...he called it a golden oppertuinty lmao so yeah we were there for a while n left to go see a movie..it was gay CHUCKYS SEED..oh yeah soo gay..so yeah i didnt get home till late then i went to sleep...

today i dont kno wat i am gonna do..i kno i have to take tandy to the vet..:( awee poor puppy..oh well anyways i holla later.

<3 B

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-11-03T16:51:00

2004-11-03T21:59:52Z

Yeah well its been along time since i wrote on this thingy..today was soooo gay i had to headache from heck...awe it will be 5 months MONDAY YAYAY..last weekend he told me that he has neva loved anyone like he loved me and was neva any happier with anyone either..n i belive that cause by just the way he shows me he does..like how for no reason at all he got me that ((dooney & bourke)) purse and it wasnt even 2 months..he took me shopping for cloths, and also took me all the way up to the huntington mall just to get me a pound of chocolate coverd gummy bears lol i mean i cant name all the other stuff hes done for me.. I love him soo much and i am soooo happy with him and nothin of nobody will change that. well i g2g i talk later

luv ya
b

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-09-05T11:54:00

2004-09-05T16:09:09Z

<33

Well..umm yeah about goin to Cedar Point lol we're goin next weekend i think..i was watchin this thingy on tv about how they have the fastest tallest roller coaster in da world..lol one look at it and that tells me i better stay off of it, but i'll prolly ride it u only live once i guess lol.Papa is gettin realli bad they told me lastnight that he was dyin and that there was nothin they could do for him..i am goin up to the hospital today i think with robin to go see him, i dunno if mom is cause she doesent feel good, but she needs to go. My daddy still hasnt called me he left last weekend for the beach n hasnt called me yet, i hope hes ok:(..humm walt wanted me to go out with him n his cusins on da boat but i need to see my papa, plus i dont feel a bit good, so hes goin and comin ova later tonight
.*. its 3 months the 8th yay .*...i luv him soooooo much, n i am so happy with him..n i now that we're goin to stay together for a long time<33

On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me<33333333333333333333

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-08-28T10:17:00

2004-08-28T14:29:42Z

Yay im up today at 10..i am very proud lol. Humm lets see wats changed ONLY THE FACT THAT SCHOOL IS IN..ugh it sucks lol but i mean its good to see ol' friends.Yesterday i took my chocolate covered gummy bears,not a hit with the people i must say lol..but i luv them. i see walt like 3 times at school :( but its all good cause we see each other on the weekend alot. Me n jaim went to the game lastnite with kristen n kate n walt..yep we lost but i had fun...not reallii lmao it was too hot to even walk.I got to see the garret or w/e his name is lol, hes reallii shy but i mean i am sure jaim will change that lol.I went home with walt,we got taco bell n went home to watch movies..n let me tell ya mom was a lil outtta hit lmao..but yeah..

My papa isnt doin to good and i am going to see him today :( hes just so happy to see people in his room i think he gets lonley and he likes havin sumone to talk to..me n papa have gotten a closer i mean we were close but not reallii close..i make him tell me he loves me cause lol even though he says he loves me n that he doesent have to tell me that..i make him say i love u anyways..it makes him laugh, and it makes me happy.

Well i am gettin off here to get readii to go to the hospital<3333

luv ya
B

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-08-12T12:44:00

2004-08-12T16:57:23Z

Oh let me just say how BAD these last 2 days have been...yesterday i was sick as eva i almost couldnt talk when i got up..mom started in on me right when i got into the room...i mean her n bill have the week off n i mean its been so badd...lol..well anyways walt came ova n we ended up runnin around for mom most of the day. When we were comin home i stopped at my papas to see bill n the kids cause he was watchin them while Robin took papa to the hospital..well about that time Robin called from health plus to say that they were takin my papa to the hospital.So i came home n got sumthing to drink n we left for the hospital...then me n walt finally got to go somewhere after we went to see my papa..we went to the movies but my head was killin me so even though the movie was sooooooooo funny i felt sooooooo bad..after i got home it wasnt 5 minutes before the doorbell rang n i thought who would ring the door bell this late in the nite..it was robin and the kids..don kinda went crazi and she had to come here...so then i was stuck sleepin on the top bunk..tryin to go to sleep while hunter was watchin cartoons at like 1 in the moring lol..well today was no diff. i woke to here mom yellin about everything and bill too, they all got readii n went to see my papa n left me with the kids..so now i am watchin the kids and reallii bored...and i still feel sick....lol

Luv yas
b

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-08-10T14:43:00

2004-08-10T18:43:41Z

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ABOUT YOU
Your full name::	Brittany Nicole Smith
Age::	17
Height::	5'5
Natural hair colour::	brown
Eye colour::	brown
Number of siblings::	2
Glasses/contacts?::	contacts
Piercings::	ears
Tattoos::	nope
Braces?::	nope
FAVOURITE
Colour::	pink
Band::	3 days grace
Song::	Sunshine
Stuffed animal::	teddy bear
Video game::	eh...
TV show::	wild boys lol
Movie::	Finding Nemo
Book::	eh..
Food::	anything bbq
Game on a cell phone::	snake
CD cover::	hm...
Flower::	rose
Scent::	pretty n pink
Animal::	dog
Comic book::	eh..
Cereal::	lucky charms
Website::	AE
Cartoon::	Sponge Bob
DO YOU
Play an instrument?::	nah
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?::	nah
Like to sing?::	sumtimes
Have a job?::	nope
Have a cell phone?::	yeah
Like to play sports?::	not realli
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?::	yeah
Have a crush on someone?::	my boyfriend
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?::	nope
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?::	nope
Have any special talents/skills?::	tons
Excercise daily?::	not daily
Like school?::	sometimes
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?::	nope
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?::	Yep sure can
Speak any other languages?::	not realli
Go a day without food?::	Hell no
Stay up for more than 24 hours?::	yeah
Read music, not just tabs?::	I dunno if i still can
Roll your tongue?::	dunno
Eat a whole pizza?::	yeah
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?::	yeah
Cried to get out of trouble?::	yeah
Gotten lost in your city?::	nah
Seen a shooting star?::	nope
Been to any other countries besides the united states?::	nope
Had a serious surgery?::	nah
Stolen something important to someone else?::	yeah..lol NO
Solved a rubiks cube?::	nah
Gone out in public in your pajamas?::	yeah
Cried over a girl?::	umm no
Cried over a boy?::	yeah
Kissed a random stranger?::	umm yeah cause we was play spin da bottle
Hugged a random stranger?::	yeah thats how i know chaz
Been in a fist fight?::	eh..i reallii wouldnt say fist..well nvm yeah
Been arrested?::	nah
Done drugs?::	..no
Had alcohol?::	lol
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?::	eww no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?::	oh yeah all the time
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?::	Yeah when i was liddle .. mom thought we had school
Swore at your parents?::	yeah
Been to warped tour?::	nah...:(
Kicked a guy where it hurts?::	oh yeah
Been in love?::	yeah
Been close to love?::	lol yeah
Been to a casino?::	yeah in Flo.
Ran over an animal and killed it?::	No Jaim has
Broken a bone?::	Nope
Gotten stitches?::	Yeah on my birthday
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?::	nah
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?::	eww no
Made homemade muffins?::	nah
Bitten someone?::	lol yeah
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?::	yeah
More than 5 times?::	nah
Been to niagra falls?::	nah
Burped in someones face?::	yeah
Gotten the chicken pox?::	yeah
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth::	liddle bit ago
Went to the bathroom::	lil bit ago
Saw a movie in theaters::	Fri.
Read a book::	lastyear
Had a snow day::	lastyear
Had a party::	lasyear lol my birthday
Had a slumber party::	lol years ago
Made fun of someone::	lastnite with walt
Tripped in front of someone::	sat.
Went to the grocery store::	not in foreva
Got sick::	TODAY awee poor me
Cursed::	lol just now
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables::	fruit
Black/white::	both
Lights on/lights off::	on
TV/movie::	tv
Car/truck::	umm car
Body spray/lotion::	lotion
Cash/check::	cash
Pillows/blankets::	blankets
Headache/stomach ache::	headache
Paint/charcoal::	paint
Chinese food/mexican food::	mexican Rio babii
Summer/winter::	summa
Snow/rain::	rain
Fog/misty::	fog
Rock/rap::	ummm rap lol
Meat/vegetarian::	meat
Boy/girl::	boy
Chocolate/vanilla::	chocolate
Sprinkles/icing::	icing
Cake/pie::	cake
French toast/french fries::	fries
Strawberries/blueberries::	strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool::	pool
Hugs/kisses::	kisses
Cookies/muffins::	cookies
p33n/bewbz::	waaa...
Wallet/pocket::	wallet
Window/door::	door..i tend to brake windows
Emo/goth::	wat the hell is a emo
Pink/purple::	pink
Cat/dog::	dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve::	short
Pants/shorts::	pants
Winter break/spring break::	winter its longer
Spring/autumn::	spring
Clouds/clear sky::	clear
Moon/mars::	moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?::	alot
What are their names?::	ooh come on
Do you have a best friend?::	yeah
Have you ever liked one of your friends?::	yeah
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?::	ummm kinda the same
Have you ever lost a friend?::	yeah
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?::	yeah
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?::	Opp with jaim
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?::	yeah
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?::	umm dunno
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?::	be there for me
Do you miss any of your old friends?::	some..
What friend have you known the longest?::	jaim
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?::	yeah
If so, what is it?::	not be such a good best friend
How often do you spend time with your friends?::	wheneva i can not much this summa though
Do any of your friends drive?::	yeah
Has a friend of yours ever died?::	yeah Sean
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?::	ummm i do alot of stupid things
What do you think your friends think of you?::	dunno
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?::	yeah
If you have, with who?::	a x boyfriend..n Walt
Are you single?::	nope
Are you in a relationship?::	well wat would i be if i wasnt single
If so, for how long?::	2 months
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?::	yeah
What is your idea of the best date?::	lol i am pretty up for most anything
What was your first kiss like?::	cute lol i was liddle
How old were you when you got your first kiss?::	like 5
Do you think love is a load of shit?::	nah
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?::	lol i dunno
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?::	---
Have you ever been dumped?::	yeah lol
Have you ever dumped someone?::	tons
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?::	none ya
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers::	clippers
Hat::	bat
Hard::	-- lmao
Free::	as a bird
Space::	for rent lol
Taste::	test
Good charlotte::	yay
Red::	hot
Deep::	sea
Heart::	breaker
Cord::	ford
Cheese::	eww
Rain::	rain go away
Work::	sucks
Pedal::	--i am drawin a blank
Head::	case
Bed::	sleep
Fluff::	stuff
Hardcore::	lol--jaim--u bad ass
Race::	first place
Knife::	back stabber
Jump::	hump
I....
am::	sick
want::	chocolate donuts
need::	money
crave::	food
love::	walt
hate::	rather not say
did::	umm lmao
feel::	sick
miss::	grandma
am annoyed by::	bill
would rather::	be not sick
am tired of::	bill n mom
will always::	like food lmao
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?::	i like pretty much anything
What time is it now?::	2:32
What day is it?::	Tuesday
Whens the last time you called someone?::	lastnite
How much money do you have right now?::	40
Are you hungry?::	yeah
Whatcha doin?::	this gay thingy
Do you like parades?::	sometimes
Do you like the moon?::	somtimes
What are you going to do when youre done with this?::	dunno
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?::	no not reallii
If you could have any magical power what would it be?::	to be invisable
Have you ever had a picnic?::	no
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?::	oh yeah
What about sock em boppers?::	yeah lol
Are you wearing any socks right now?::	no
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?::	yeah
pretty?::	i guess
sarcastic?::	yeah
lazy?::	yeah
hyper?::	yeah
friendly?::	oh yeah
evil?::	mwhahah yeah
smart?::	lol yeah i guess
strong?::	lol no
talented?::	yeah
dorky?::	sometimes
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high::	adam
skip::	lol--
dance::	Me
lonely::	Ashlee
pen::	ben
flower::	jaim
window::	umm
psycho::	asia
brain freeze::	deff. Andy
orange::	cory
sassy::	sarah
jelly::	lol
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide::	against
love::	for
drunk drivers::	against
airplanes::	against lmao i hate them
war::	for
canada::	lol i guess for
united states::	for
rock music::	for
gay marriage::	eww against
school::	against and for
surveys::	for sometime
parents::	for they give us money
cars::	for
killing::	against
britney spears::	for
coffee::	for
pants::	for
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?::	yeah
Play strip poker?::	depends
Run away?::	depends
Curse at a teacher?::	depends
Not take a shower for a week?::	ew no
Ask someone out?::	yeah
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?::	nah
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?::	yeah
Go scuba diving?::	yeah
Write a book?::	no
Become a rockstar?::	no
Have casual sex?::	lol dunno
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?::	herbal
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?::	lmao none ya
What kind of computer do you have?::	compac
What grade are you in?::	11th
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?::	sometimes
Or just make out?::	thats always fun too
How many posters do you have in your room?::	none
How many cds do you have?::	few to many
What time is it now?::	2:41

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br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-08-10T09:10:00

2004-08-10T13:21:05Z

Blah....today sucks i didnt sleep any lastnite i started feelin bad after i got home from my papas..so i had mom stop n get me some donuts n a pepperoni roll...lol wat a great combo..but anyways my throat stared hurtin n my head did to n then my temp went up to like 103..so i took advil...which sucks cause it didnt help my fever...i didnt take these meds. my mom wanted to give me cause her doc gave them to her n i dunno they might do sumthing to me...needless to say bills gonna have to run out n get me sumthing cause i wanna feel better NOW right now damnit lol..lest i feel better then i did lastnite..i wanna see my babi too cause he's had it rough the past 2 days but its not lookin sooo good :c( but yeah jaim came n saw me lastnite talkin to none other then petey boy...n she says i am always with walt LMAO jaim hunnie i hope everything works out for u 2..
Anyways...i think i gotta go wash the car.. YES their makin me work when i am sick...its soooo wrong...
luv yas

b

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-08-08T23:55:00

2004-08-09T04:11:32Z

wow this weekend was crazii..friday nite me n walt went out n he got me a dooney&bourke purse the cute lil barrel one..((awe)) yeah i didnt even kno that he was gonna get me one n i neva thought he would.
Sat. i went shoppin n got like earings n a shirt..i didnt feel to good so i didnt get much..today i went back n got a pair of jeans n a shirt so i gota alotta money to still spend lol...i came home n me n walt went to get some shizz from da Big K..i went n talked to jaim 4 a lil bit..awe she's sooo cute lol..lmao i could have done without the pete story though lmao jaim..
Today was 2 months for me n walt..n he havent even got into it about anything..i mean i love bein with him i am just happier..schools gettin readi to start again..oh great i cant wait to hear about all the shiz i'll prolly be gettin..but i reallii dont care at all ,cause i mean all i can say is sorry n thats it..i cant changed wat happend, n now seein how happy i am with walt..i dont think i would change anything at all..but i mean watcha gonna do..

luv ya
b

reallii bored--but hey i like this song

2004-07-31T15:54:36Z

You can dress me up diamonds
You can dress me up in dirt
You can throw me like a line-man
I like it better when it hurts

Oh, I have waited here for you
I have waited

You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

You can meet me on an aero-plane
Or in the back of the bus
You can throw me like a boomerang
I'll come back and beat you up

Oh, I have waited here for you
Dont, keep me waiting

You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna

You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

I feel safe with you
I can be myself tonight
It's alright, with you
Cuz you hold, my secrets tight
You do, You do

You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la

You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna la la
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the milk up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream

You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la
You make me wanna la la, la la la, la la, la la la la la la la la la
You make me wana la la, la la la la

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-07-31T11:42:00

2004-07-31T15:47:57Z

Aries - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're quite the charmer. You've got the wit and attitude to attract almost anyone you meet.

Out spoken and honest, any date knows how they stand with you.

Fearless, independent, and willing to try anything twice - your dates should expect the unexpected.

Your negative traits:

You tend to be vain, and you expect your partner to feed that vanity often with complements.

Hot tempered and impulsive, you've occasionally ended things ... only to reget it later.

You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had

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A risk taking, free spirit like yourself - who can keep up with your latest wild child antics

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Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased.

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Honest and direct - you have no need for romance or much foreplay.

Show off. You like to show your lover how you're the best ever.

Ambitious. You often like to go all night - or aim for multiple orgasms.

Tips for the future:

Start to believe in second and third chances. You don't have to dump them so fast.

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Let go of comparisons. If someone's with you, then you've already one. Stop worrying about exes.

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Best color to attract mate: Red

Best day for a date: Tuesday

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I am in a reallii good mood today i mean i reallii am...i got to sleep in a lil bit n me n mom are ok i guess..i reallii dont kno. but yeah i hate when people try to fuck with me..i reallii do.. but i aint gonna sweat it cause i got everything i want n nothin or nobody can change that...but yeah Papa is reallii bad i mean he looked good a few weeks ago, hes just went down hill n i cant stand to watch him..he looks soo depressed n outta it all he does is sleep he hardy eats n hes not in a good mood at all..but yeah well i am outta here sorry for such a short one..
<3 b

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-07-20T10:35:00

2004-07-20T14:45:16Z

i got done with dyin jaims hair like 20 minutes ago..yeah i hope it looks good jaim :P but yeah we're goin to go see the movie Notebook it looks realli good , i've been told though that it is reallii sad at the end though..n that i'll prolly cry:*( lol oh yeah ima be doin the whole check the makeup thing lol..n 2nite i might be goin to this 4wheelin thingy but i dunno depends on wat mom has to say about it..but yeah i gotta read these books for school n well i havent done that n it sucks..i need to go getem before school starts i read pretty fast lol so i should be ok...***hey jaim i am all about goin to the Orange County Choppers thingy lol ((no reallii i am LMAO)) i think we should sooo go n get shirts to lol...well i ma go get readii n stuff <333333 luv yas

B

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-07-11T17:57:00

2004-07-11T22:06:55Z

awe jaim left today for da beach..i didnt get to talk to her i'll talk to her sometime lol..Anyways i got to meet the new kids at church today..deff. a crazi bunch of kids lol but yeah friday i went to robins n stayed for the day n i tried to learn how to drive the truck..Yep see i said tried,yeah i think i killed it 234 times..n tryin to get it to go sucked i think i like threw gravel on all the cars lmao but yeah..then dad tried to teach me n he had this look on his face like OMG she has no clue wat shes doin..needless to say trucks are not my thing..but yeah..Sat. i went to see a movie with my daddy aweeeeee yup thats wat i did n then we went to the pet shop..lol i've been to the pet shop like 273094284 times but its all good..awee i feel in luv with this lil rabbit OMG he was sooooooooo cute i mean he had the floppy ears n pink nose i held him foreva n eva n i was tryin to talk dad into gettin him for me...thats untill the freakin thing bit me ((oh yeah it tore into me)) i think it was tried of gettin held..stupid rabbit but yeah i am done with the whole cute rabbit thing i think their all gay lol..well i am outta here luv yas

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-07-07T19:48:00

2004-07-07T23:49:15Z

hey babez wats shakin..i just got in from walkin the doggy lol..yeah about that..lastnight i went to walts house n we watched movies n i made him go get ice for his mommy lol..but its seems somebody was havin way to much fun last night ((JAIM)) lmao..girl dotn worry about her she aint gonna say crap about anything iigh?? anyways i might ask that guy u saw ,wat underwear he thinks feels the best..eww thats so gross jaim u kno he like wears those out n crap ..creepy loser..anyways yeah monday me n walt went out n i got some chocolate covered gummy bears lol i luv them things but i dont think mom did..anyways we went to walmart and we was playin in the toy section n we kinda sorta left cause this chick that worked there kept watchin us lol..we went to the candle section cause i wanted to n i was pickin up this candle n almost dropped it n i was like (( wow that woulda sucked)) well like 5 seconds later my wonderful boyfriend drops the candle!! glass went everywhere n all ova my foot..we kinda walked outta there reallii fast n this guy got mad at walt lol..but yeah it was fun....well i am outta here guys luv yas

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-07-04T13:07:00

2004-07-04T17:16:13Z

((Yay happy fireworks day))lol..yeah i am gettin readii to go do the family thing at my papas cause hes home now ...n yeah where gonna prolly have tons of food...n i'll prolly have to play with the kids which i dont mind cause i like them..((sometimes))

Anyways mom seems to think everything is ok but w/e i am still mad at her..but i dunno lifes to short to stay mad..so i am just gonna let it blow ova or w/e.If she does it again we soo have to talk i mean this cant keep goin on yay kno??..but yeah

Atlest i'll be outta the house tonight cause me n walt are goin to the fireworks n stuff like that..i've neva been to them cause when i was reallii liddle bill n mom took me n i got scared n ran to the truck n cried cause i thought the sparks were gonna get me lol...but i know now thats not gonna happen..lest i think not..humm i might just haveta run tonight lol j/p ;p

well babii dawls i gotta go

Jaim--did u go see his snake...or worm LMAO ((i ove u <33))

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-07-03T17:53:00

2004-07-03T22:03:58Z

i reallii dont care anymore...about anything. i mean i get home from georgia and u would think they would be happy to see me..yeah maybe for the first day..but now its back to the same ol' same ol'..mom goes off on me for everything n trys to use things against me to make me feel bad..n well she does the job i mean i cant understand why she would say the things she says...it realii bugs me..*SORRY I CANT DO EVERYTHING RIGHT* or i cant be just like u..i am sooooo bad n i will neva amount to anything..yeah thats about how it goes..n then i hear about how WOW* that my boyfriend is gonna get sick of me..can u even understand how much that hurts to have ur mom tell u that..n then get grounded for doin nothin...this is the first time i didnt back talk back to her n she grounds me..i could reallii care less if i walked out the door n a truck hit me...i DONT CARE ..i am just so sick of her bein there to knock me down when i am finally happy...she wants to see me cry it seems like..i am soo sick of being mad n crying...i am sick of being afriad that if i tell her sumthing she'll tell or use it againt me..i am sick of her drinkin cause she acts all nice to people but ME* n they dont see that..they dont see how much she puts me down n yells n screams at me..i can come in from havin fun n she puts me down about sumthing..it not right..u dont tell things like that to ur child n expect them not to cry or get mad..u cant expect them to play it off n run n hide n cry....i cant anymore i am sick of it n sick of her..*Feelin how she makes me feel is gonna kill me ..there are sumthings u dont tell to ur kid..but w/e i'll be outta here soon n i am so not comin back nor lookin back...:*(

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-07-02T12:29:00

2004-07-02T16:32:52Z

so yeah after like 7 hours of sleep i think i am doin pretty good--i got up n took a shower n clean up a lil so mom didnt go all crazii on me lol..i so needa go bac to AE jaim has me hooked on their clothes now n yeah its pretty bad cause their havin this huge sale n i want soooooooooooooooo much stuff ..well i ma get off here i havent seen my babii in like 11 days n we're goin out <33 holla atcha later

luv yas

B

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-07-01T23:08:00

2004-07-02T03:13:17Z

Yay i am finally home..n now i am sittin here eatin my kinda food lol..awee i missed my mommy so much i am soo glad to she her..tandy went like crazii when she saw me i mean C R A Z I lol...but yeah OMG my froggy died so now i only got 2..sniff sniff :*( i didnt even get to say goodbye lol ..anyways yeah i talked to walt like 1 time today n he was gonna come ova but we didnt leave to late so it was kinda pointless...hes like somewhere right now i think at the races i dont kno cause i didnt talk to him at all </3 lol but yeah well i ma go babii dawls much luv b ps. looky i did a survey Name: brittany birthday: 3/23/87 sign: aries age: 17 sex: babii girl locatoin: nitro , Wv school: Nitro High glasses/contacts: contacts braces: nope fat/skinny: skinny tall/short: tall Do You... do you like ketchup: yeah do you like mustard: nope do you like mayonaise: sumtimes do you like pickles: OH YEAH do you like boys or girls: boys do you like pickle relish (yuck):nah do you like chicken: yeah do you like spinach: nah do you like pokemon: oh yeah i am such a dork umm NO do you talk to voices in your head: only if they ask good questions do they tell you to do stuff: yeah sumthimes ???? retard do you listen: ---- do you get good grades: so so do you always get in trouble: pretty much yeah do you like email or snail mail better: email do you like gold or silver jewlry: silver do you get along with your parents: sumtimes do you have a crush(Name): hes my boyfriends walt ((duh)) do they like you: Nah walt hates me--- do you sleep with one pillow or two: 3 do you like coffee(if not,why?): sumtimes do you have any sibling(name and age): 2 Sean n Jen in there 20's do you have any pets(name and wut kind of pet: Tandy((dog)), Simba((cat)), Caro((Cat)), some fish, n 2 frogs cause one died yesterday mo said :*( do you like school: it has its ups n downs do you have a bf/gf: yeah do you love them: sumthing like that lol where... do you want to live: nitro is the most fun place to go: movies or mall do you want to meet your husband/wife: ummm---- do you want to go heaven or hell: heavan do you want to get married: yeah What... Do you like to do: dance talk eat go places was the most fun retreat/trip you ever went on: ummm dunno friend is always there: jaim relative sends you the most money for christmas: Papa smith do you like about your church or school clique: ((SOME)) of them are nice do you want to be when you grow up: a nurse but it might change do you want your husbands name to be: dont reallii care Have you, in the last 24 hrs... Cried? dunno if u would call it that gotten in major trouble: nah cut your hair: nah ate a meal: eatin right now hugged someone: yeah kissed someone: no... made a new friend: no lost something: yeah my earring Have you ever... Been so drunk you passed out: yeah gone out in public in your pajamas: yeah had an imaginary friend: yeah ashlee cried during a chick flick: yeah owned a new kids on the block cd: OH YEAH gotten in a car accident: yeah liked someone so much you cried: yeah cussed when your parents were around: oh yeah told your sister/brother he/she was a bitch: nope sung in front of the mirror: yeah lol made faces in the mirror: lol yea spent more than one hour on your hair: oh yeah sleep- walked talked in your sleep: yeah--(( sing sumtimes)) watched a scary movie and couldn;t sleep all night: yeah gone caroling: nope Movies what is the funniest movie you ever saw: Soul Plane what is the stupidest movie: Tales from da Hood which movie could you watch over and over: Finding Nemo what was the last movie you saw: Stedford Wives who do you go to the movies with: Jaim n her mommy what movie made you cry the most: Titanic lol shuuu up did you like titanic: ok thats just crazii YEAH i own the movie If you were stranded on an island who would you take: my dog---n other people who would you take if you only had two people you could bring: Walt n Jaim what three things would you bring: food, lighter , sun tan loation what island would you want to be stranded on: dunno but not st. simons what animal would you kill for food: fish would you write on the sand help:-- no i would right (( Howdy)) would you panic or relax: dunno Would you ever... Jump out of a plane: yeah kiss your best guy friend (or if ur a guy girl friend): yeah-- did it go bunjy jumping: yeah stay in your room for a whole day: did it go in the snow without clothes: LMAO YEAH long story skinny dip: lol---- drink salt water: yeah touch road kill: did it LMAO i touched a dead frog take a job even if it meant you;d be away from your guy: depends on the money smile at your worst enemy: do it all the time play 8,000 bowling games in one night: nah go to reno to get married: nah gamble: yeah bring shorts to minnesota: huh have a make-out party: lmao dunno throw a party without your parents: yeah go to a foreign country: yeah fly a plane: nah Questions who...If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? dunno my mom would prolly have it If you had to go live in borneo for the rest of your life and you could take one person on this earth,who would you take? my mommy Who is the one person that you could stand spending a straight 24 hours with and not get the slightest bit annoyed with? Walt If you woke up one morning and noticed that your leg was missing who would be the first person you would call? the cops n tell them someone had my legs Let's say your dad came in your room one day and told you that you had to get married in the next week but you can pick the person but you have to stay with them for the rest of your life no getting out of it, who would you pick? humm lol --- What if you woke up tomorrow and you were someone else completely, who would you be? J- lo lmao no i dunno what... Would be the first thing you would do if you woke up one morning and you were the opposite sex: i 'd die If all of a sudden you had the ability to do one thing better than everyone else, have one amazing talent, what would it be: i would be invisable If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change(personality and looks): alotta stuff--lets just keep it at that What is your dream career: to be a brain doctor---lol What is the one thing you just have to do before you die: steal from a store all kinds of money If you could be a member of any band that has ever exsisted, what band would that be: dunno What is the thing you care about most in your life: my family Which one... Winter or summer: summer The beach or the mountains: beach Pop or punk: pop rock or rap: rap new york or l.A.: new york milk chocolate or dark chocolate: milk dogs or cats: dogs britney or christina: britney leno or letterman: letterman mtv or vh1: mtv country or classical: country day or night: day lake or ocean: ocean waffles or pancakes: waffles soccer or football: FOOTBALL babii baseball or swimming: swimmin chocolate or vanilla: chocolate sugar or spice: sugar grisham or canyon vista: waaa--- eminem-please stand up or please shut up: Stand Up Have you ever... Fallen in front of someone you thought to be quite good looking? run into a wall: LoL i ve done it all i am always fallin sleep walked: yeah gone skinny-dipping: ---- me neva kissed someone of the same sex: nah snuck out of the house at night: yeah gotten in a car wreck where you are the driver: nah laughed so hard that what you were drinking spewed out your nose: started laughing really hard so you just spit out what you had in your mouth cause you couldn't swallow: nahhh swallow a bug: yeah ewwwwwww have you ever actually kept a new year's resolution: lol um no if so what was it: to be nicer to people would you ever eat bugs purposely: nah commit a crime: nah change your religion: nah lie to your parents: yeah jump over a waterfall: yeah change clothes in front of an open window: nah dress up as the opposite sex for an important event: lol nah go out at night dressed in something like a black trenchoat and sunglasses: sing a harmonized duet in front of 500 strangers: nah tell someone that you liked them if they were much older than you: yeah Have you ever lied to your parents about something really important: yeah have your life threatened: yeah stumbled across fbi secrets online: nah stayed up until the morning light talking online: lol yeah made people give you really wierd glances: yeah if yes, how? read a shakespeare play: nah talked in your sleep: yeah what did you say: dunno i was SLEEP (( duh)) sung at a kareoke bar: yeah love/like who do i have a crush on: umm i dunno who do u like: my b/f have you ever gone out with them: yeah..NO we just talk on the phone... have you ever kissed them: well yeah do you wanna kiss them: --- what is the farest you have gone with a guy/girl: nah ya are you a virgin: yes

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-07-01T02:29:00

2004-07-01T06:38:00Z

humm YAY i'll be home like in today...omg i cant wait to get in Dub V again i so miss the nasty smell of nitro lol yeah its crazii but i can only handle bein somewhere only sooo long..but yeah i miss being in my bed with my doggy and i miss my fish..LMAO yeah n my family too but ya now watchu gonna do...i think this sat i am goin to the Wave Pool with jaim n Walt n someother people maybe...but yeah so i am kinda burnt but not reallii..Jaim is like so burnt cause well she got smart n didnt put anything on lol but yeah i totally have been grossin walt out by peelin jaims skin...EWW but yeah..i think i about had it with these freakin Stairs i mean god how many times can u fall down the stairs...hummmummmm yeah but anyways...YaY my papa is home i was callin my aunt today n he answered the phone n it shocked me cause he wasnt supposed to be home yet lol i am sooooo glad it jsut made my day cause belive me i havent been the happiest person down here lol so knowin that he's home makes me feel all good ((aweeeeeee)) i think everybody on this Island is fake they either think that their the greatest thing eva or w/e n it makes me mad....but yeahhhhhh anyways i think i like have got wayyyyyy ((FAT)) down hurrr cause i mean yeah i have this thing about eatin i luv to do it n they have tonssssssssssss or food TONSSSSSSS...i went shoppin like this week n i got walt a shot glass n hand cuffs which yeah let me tell how funny it is to have some say* Gee who u buyin these for??* i said my boyfriend lol i reallii do miss him though..n like i think i ve talked to him everyday for about a hour or two or three...like 3 times a day lol but jaims still thinks i am ((whipped))..me noo nah neva lmao...but i went to the movies yesterday n got to listen to jaim n her mom get into it which i am glad happend because i think it helped with unanswered questions....humm i miss my babii sooo much i cant wait to get home n see him(( awe aint it cute)) yup it was 3 weeks n 2 days doesent seem like it though..i mean its went by reallii fast..betta yet this whole summer has
I went to AE today n spent like all my money but i got killer outfits n shirts n this soooooooooooo cute purse that i have wanted for foreva lol n then i got other crap at the body shop ..but yeah i ma go cause i have to make sure i didnt leave any of my crap layin around here

much luv b

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-06-25T22:36:00

2004-06-26T02:43:12Z

i miss my babii...yes i do uhmmmmmmmm..its drivin me nuts..lol but yeah i was gonna go out tonight but i got sick n i am still sick i feel like shit. anywho yeah me n walt have been datin like for 2 weeks..((aweeeeeeeeeeee))yeahhhhhhh i now aint it cute..but people have their thoughts on it i could give a shit wat they think cause nothing ot NOBODY is gonna change me n him lol...but yeah i finally found the lyrics to my fav. song n hellaz yeah so yeah i am put the lyrics on the bottom .... YAY
luv yas
b

6 days countin (( thank goddddddddddddd))

I HEART MY BABII

I like your pants around your feet
I like the dirt that's on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me
You're like my favourite damn disease

And I love the places that we go
And I love the people that you know
And I love the way you can't say no
Too many long lines in a row
I love the powder on your nose

Ooooh
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out

I like the freckles on your chest
And I like the way you like me best
And I like the way you're not impressed,
While you put me to the test
I like the wine stains on your dress

And I love the way you pass the check
And I love the good times that you wreck
And I love your lack of self respect
While you're passed out on the deck
I love my hands around your neck

And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out

I love your pants around your feet
And I love the dirt that's on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me
You're like my favourite damn disease

And I hate the places that we go
And I hate the people that you know
And I hate the way you can't say no
Too many long lines in a row
I hate the powder on your nose

And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out

figured you out - nickelback

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-06-24T08:49:00

2004-06-24T12:52:43Z

hey i am sittin here at the beach yeah n u would think that WOW wouldnt she be out on the beach...nope not me i am sittin here in this house with jaim..n its greatttt .....coughcough NOT anywho i miss everybody wayyyy to much n i miss walt like crazi lol..lastnight we went out to eat n i almost feelin into the fish pond..yeah the fish pond..but its all good i played it off well...i am burnt tooo n that sucks ass...i got tan lines to so when i get home its bondin with the tannin bed time cause i HATE I HATE tan lines lol but yeah well i am out for now i ttyl

much luv B

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-06-19T22:50:00

2004-06-20T02:51:33Z

On a Monday i am waiting
Tuesday I am fading and by
wednesday i can't sleep
Then the falls rings
I here you
And the darkness is
a clear of you
it has come to rescue me
ooooo with you i falled to fast
I can't hardly catch my breath
I hope it lasts

ooooo seems like i can finally rest my
head on something real
I like the way that feels
ooooo if you know me better than i ever
knew myself
i like how you can tell
of the pieces the pieces pieces of me
of the pieces pieces pieces of me

I'm am moody
messy
I get restless and it sounds less
and you never seem to care
I am angry, listen
and happy to mission
and you won't stop till i'm there
oooo....sometimes i falls so fast
when i hit that bottom crack
you're all I have

ooooo seems like i can finally rest my
head on something real
I like the way that feels
ooooo as if you know me better than i ever
knew myself
i like how you can tell
of the pieces the pieces pieces of me
of the pieces pieces pieces of me

how do you know
everything i am about to say
am that obvious
if its written on my face
i hope that never goes away

On a Monday i am waiting
Tuesday I am fading into
you're arms so i can breath

ooooo seems like i can finally rest my
head on something real
I like the way that feels
ooooo if you know me better than i ever
knew myself
i love how you can tell
oooo i love how u can
ooo i love u can tell
of the pieces the pieces pieces of me
of the pieces pieces...... pieces of me

br0wneyedbabeo6 @ 2004-06-19T22:42:00

2004-06-20T02:48:53Z

Yay i got done packin n now i am reallii bored..there's nothin to do n everybody is at a party or gone or like being gay lol..hum yeah..Mikie passed yeah mikie my lil hooker lol..anyways mom is bein soooooooooooooooooo cool not reallii i could reallii just walk out the door right now but no i am gonna be good n stay here like a good girl....;) omg at first i was like ok i reallii think that i might not want to go to the beach cause it was all soo soon, but i need to be away from everybody..well not everybody <3..i am lookin forward to not to be yelled out or fight with anybody i just wanna lay out on the beach and chill and shop omg i have to shop it would kill me if i didnt...lol but yeah i am outta here

much luv
B